Hello, (enter your name here). It’s nice that you’re coming to my page. Perhaps you are a first time visitor and maybe you’re just going to my pictures, just to look. Maybe you’re actually going to take the time to comment me and be friendly. Or you could be someone that I am already friends with and stopping by to say hi since it’s been forever since we’ve talked.
My name is Jennifer Mangan,
I’m fourteen Years young.
as of May third.
I’m far from being perfect, & i definetly don’t try to be.
The majority of the time I’m a nice girl, let’s not ruin that about me. My life’s not about having regrets, it’s about moving on & not giving a fuck. I’ve been through many heartbreaks, which evolved into a lesson learned.
I’ve realized: when i fall, i have to get back up again; no matter how hard it is. I wasn’t born in this world to please ANY motherfucker, not even you. I’m loved & hated, yet thought about, which is all that matters to me. && never will i tell you what you want to hear, I will tell you what you need to hear.
Grimsby, is where i live. It is the most boring over looked place ever, everyone knows each other. kids have nothing better to do besides getting fucking up and falling off the mountain and killing themselves. they have a bunch of place for adults to hang out but what about us? we’re the ones who get fucked over in this small town.
“I love you” aren’t just three words I throw around to just anyone. If I tell you I love you, I mean it. It’s not something I’ll say and then tell you I didn’t mean it the next day. I’ve known too many people like that, and it disgusts me.
I’ve moved 4 times. I’ve lived in 2 different towns, lived in 5 different houses, and went to 6 different schools. I have no trouble making friends, it comes waaay too easy for me. I’m an outgoing person and I couldn’t give two shits if you have a problem with me. I’ll speak exactly what’s on my mind and couldn’t care less who hears it.
I’m a whore because, I wear shorts and a tank top.I’m a bitch because, I don’t let people push me around like I’m nothing. I’m a liar because, I wont tell the whole world my life problems. I’m stupid because, I’m not always right when I want to be. I’m controlling because, I want everything to go great. I’m clingy because, I’m scared to be left alone. I’m greedy because, no one will share with me. I’m conceited because,I like my features and who I am. I’m rude because, people can’t always respect me.
I’m just like any other human-being, is searching for some affirming reassurance about life and an identity that’s more concrete than the world around her. I’ll admit, I’m a bit unstable most of the time, unsure of absolutely everything, but i try to hold it together the best i can. I’m not looking to be anyone’s anything, i just want some clarity, the light at the end of the tunnel.
Posted on Saturday, 20 February 2010
